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Aarushi Gupta's avatar

friend— this was so wonderful to read. was catching up on newsletter subscriptions to end off my night (as it’s almost midnight), and this really was what i needed today.

“How do I believe in a future that isn’t there? How do I love a world that is hurtling towards the end, if not in this lifetime then the next?” this, especially. thank you for the reminder t that i (and you, too) was also once the child who didn’t worry about whether this world was worthwhile and whether my place here was needed. i hope your november is so very warm and full of love, thank you for writing <33

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this was just so so lovely... so many of your words in this letter heavily resonated with me i could feel myself wanting to cry reading through them.

this might be weird to admit? but i've been reading your newsletter aloud in the space of my quiet bedroom. honestly i'm not entirely sure why i decided to do that but i feel that it forces me to slow down, to really take it in, to make me remember. i think that's what it is, the desire to remember your words. it offers me so much warmth and comfort in an inexplicable way and it's truly what i've been needing these past few weeks of feeling lost. i think, today is one of those good days i'll choose to remember because of how this made me feel.

"If I live, I will live for those that have loved me, for those that have been kind to me, and if those people do not exist, then I will work my hardest to be that person for myself." -- this !! ahh... i cherish these words the most !!! it had me thinking, perhaps i will also live for those i have yet to love. oh, the possibilities !

anyways, i'm sorry if this didn't make an ounce of sense! i wish one day i'll learn to say all the words i want to say with eloquence like you. thank you so much for writing!! i hope the next two months left of this year for you will be nothing short of abundance in love and smiles and kindness and possibly kit-kats! :-)

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